Heart beats fast

Semoga baik-baik aja ya, pasti dong.. dan ayu di sini juga Alhamdulillah baik-baik aja hingga saat ini ._.

Maafkan aku ya blog, kawan-kawan, ayu baru bisa kembali sekarang. Soalnya banyak kerjaan nih, biasa, orang sibuk.. :p 

Lagian aku akhir-akhir ini males internetan + modemku tidak mau berkompromi denganku (?)

Oh iya, ayu mau ngucapin sesuatunih, buat semua orang di seluruh dunia..

#SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2013...!!! :D#

*wiih, ayu kasep. Taun barunya udah lewat tau...

#ah gpp, masih kerasa aja kok hawa-hawa taun barunya. Lagian masih liburan taun baru kan sekarang. Bener gak, bener gak?? ayu bener dong..

Tapi bentar lagi udah mau mau masuk sekolah, aduh gaswat... *kabur keluar kota (?)

Ayu belum siap nih buat semester 2 kelas 9. Rasanya ada yang belum ayu lakukan untuk menghadapi sisa kelas 9 ini, apaan ya yang kelupaan.. 

Gara-gara ngomongin kelas 9, ayu jadi keinget sama NinEnchanted Tercinta nih. Yang sudah berdiri sejak tahun 1945 (?). Dan akan terus bertahan menjadi satu kesatuan sampe kapan pun <3

Tapi karena udah libur panjang, ayu jadi kangen sama manusia-manusia penghuni Kerajaan NinEnchanted. Kalo gini jadi pengen cepet masuk sekolah. Tapi sebenernya ayu belum ada kepuasan batin untuk liburan ini, masih kurang paaaaaaaanjaaaaaaaang..... waktu bebasnya.....

Mmmm, ayu mau ngomongin apalagi ya..

Yang penting di taun baru ini, ayu berharap ayu bisa menghadapi kehidupan baru yang berisikan banyak rintangan, lulus UN, bisa mencapai semua yang ayu inginkan, dan bisa sukses di kelas 9 ini. Amiiin..

Oh iya, semoga bisa masuk SMA favorit.

Ayu juga mendoakan semua teman-teman ayu...

Ayu mau ngasih tau doang, ayu lagi nonton ovj sekarang (?) *gak penitng -_-

"Be yourself. Go for your dreams to the skies. Collect your faith, trust, and friends"

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
I still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And when the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And now you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

All the time